yea... i think it's over..

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, there's a silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm

And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

In the coldest time of year,
Darkness all around my heart.
I was alone but didnt fear
To wander in the light of stars.
In the bright and silent night,
Winds would knock and disappear.
Still I felt the feeling near,
Like the first time you were ever here.
Youre so far away,
So far away,
You left me,
You told me you would stay.
You never said goodbye
And Ill keep asking why,
I keep on asking how,
Oh come unto me now.
I have breathed the morning air,
I have heard the four winds blow.
I was weary but prepared to follow
Down this lonely road.
In the room where lovers sleep,
Winds would knock and disappear.
Still I felt the music near,
Like the first time we were ever here.
Youre so far away,
So far away,
You left me,
You told me you would stay.
You never said goodbye
And I keep wondering why,
I keep on wondering how,
Oh come inside me now.

Ternyata lumayan lama aku ga nulis di MP.. Sejak terakhir aku nulis tanggal 29 dan login terakhir tanggal 30 Desember lalu..

Kenapa aku menghilang beberapa lama dari MP? yah.. banyak hal menjadi alasan.. Walau sebenarnya aku sangat ingin menulis kata hati ku, rasanya saat itu aku masih berat menuliskannya di sini.

Jurnal terakhir tentang Pamit dari MP memang aku set for network, so tidak semua bisa baca..,

Sekarang aku tidak perduli siapapun yang akan baca tulisan ini.. Even my minister, my directorate general, my boss, my online buddies (chip, forumponsel, friendster, kaskus), my dad or mom.. my cousin, or everyone..!





Zjul Rebbi Andini..

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